| Closing |
[May. 17th, 2007|09:52 pm] |
So, I'm never going to update this thing ever again.
And I'm never going to go to hrwiki ever again. My life has taken a drastic and unavoidable turn for the worse. I don't want to be attached to ANYONE now.
For example, I'm in the hospital...
And I don't think i'm getting out for a long time. |
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| Happy easter yall |
[Apr. 8th, 2007|10:03 am] |
Man, I forgot about this thing. Well, happy Easter. How about a tost with the soda that I can finally drink?
Yay! |
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| I believe it is my.... |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|09:34 pm] |
BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
15 BEHBY! |
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| I hate myself |
[Feb. 13th, 2007|06:35 pm] |
I fail at everything I do. And if I don't fail, I'm the worst at it. I'm the worst at Improv, the worst at Japanese, have the worst grades, have no boyfriend or ever anyone who LIKES me, the worst at even having FRIENDS.
And not good enough to get into the one act play.
So I guess I wil be the best at not going to Thespian Festival next year. Only because I'll be the only one compeating. |
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| EW MORE LOVE AND MARK STUFF |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|09:52 pm] |
'K so, my friend Tori asked Mark if he likes me. I kinda told her to, but was still all nervous about it.
So, he said that he likes me as a sister and would be crushed if we broke up.
Guys, if you are reading this, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT? Would you LIKE to go out with someone you don't like so you can say "Oh, well when we break up I won't feel so bad"? Arn't you supose to think of the good times you would have going out, not the break up? |
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| TODABORDAY IS AN ICE DAY! |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|05:01 pm] |
Where live, it almost never goes below 50 degrees, but this weekend it WAS BELOW FREEZING! And on top of that, it actualy rained. So everything is iced over, and no one knows what to do. There for: I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY AND DON'T HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!
Ha! |
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| Woo hoo |
[Jan. 15th, 2007|10:50 pm] |
Just beat Guitar Hero II on medium. Score.
But the bigger score goes to Hugh Laurie for WINNING A GOLDEN GLOBE AWARD FOR HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| KILLING! |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|01:18 pm] |
The yesterday my uncle took me to genaric game store and bought me DESTROY ALL HUMANS 2!
Lets just say I really want to electrocute hippies now. |
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| YAY NOT HOMEWORK! |
[Jan. 11th, 2007|06:40 pm] |
| [ | Where I wish I was |
| | School, 4th period | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  geeky | ] |
| [ | Song of the Day |
| | A Thousand Miles | ] |
Yeah, don't want to do my homework right now so I'm doing everything possable to not do it. Yay me!
Been spending every moment at lunch with just Mark, despite my failed attempts to 'get over him' (like I tried that hard) I think Alex is wrong, he might get over himself and ask me out. He askes to just spend lunch with me now. It rocks.
Yeah, I need to move this journal to a subject that's not Mark related vera soon. But not now. |
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| Flipped |
[Jan. 6th, 2007|02:59 pm] |
Yesterday Mikey said that everyone at lunch was talking about Mark. They said that he talks about me a lot. Everyone agrees that he should ask me out.
It really shocked me that he actualy notices me and talks about me. I always talk about him, but never thought he would do the same. Everyone keeps saying that he's just scared or nervous. He's never had a girlfriend. Me, I just think he doesn't like me. If I can belive that, I won't be heart broken, again. I felt awful that day he said he didn't like me, and I never want to feel like that again.
ugh.... my head hurts. I think I'm getting sick, or it's PMS.
Same thing. |
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| First day back |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|08:36 pm] |
| [ | Where I wish I was |
| | Here, as always | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | Song of the Day |
| | Take me Away-Avril Lavigne | ] |
So...
Rough days back. Found out that a senior was killed in a car crash during the holiday. Then found out that a teacher I knew but didn't actualy have was accused of molesting a boy at school, He quit his job and then killed himself a day before new years. It was sad, he did so much good in the world, but on the news they only mentioned the one bad thing he did. Don't get me wrong, it was a very bad thing, but still. He was very nice but very loud. He was in the room next to my Alg I class, and we always use to make fun of him, teacher included.
I'm scared of my school a little bit now...
Oh, and Mark didn't come to school today and was sick yesterday. Hope he gets well... |
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| Yawn |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|10:53 am] |
Happy freaking New Year.
Monk marathon FTW |
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| Ahhhhh |
[Dec. 30th, 2006|01:44 am] |
Life is good.
My best friend is over, and we finnaly unlocked Trogdor on Guitar Hero 2.
YUSSS |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|07:30 pm] |
WHAAAAAT?
TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE?
I just figured out today that it's December.
And I blame the exams. :P |
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| FUCHA!!!! |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|11:27 pm] |
Today was last day of exams. Had to take 6th and 4th. 6th was Geo and slightly hard. I HATE FREAKING EUROPE! Why must they have freaking CITY-STATE THINGS?!? WHAT PURPOSE DOES IT SERVE? 'K rant over.
4th was my lunch period and I could have gone home, but I waited for the bus (although I ended up calling my mom to pick me up). So I had an hour and a half of nothing to fill, so naturaly went to theatre. Mr. L gave us cookies and apple cider which was nice. Then I saw Mark. He gave me my present, a heartwarming card and book that made me cry. We were walking around, and saw the new Improv list. Mark, Gabe, and Dahlia got kicked off and had to re-audition for the team. Mark couldn't go.
It really killed him to see that list. he dramaticly sunk to the floor, so I sunk with him. I asked him about his family, and lets just say he's been through HELL. He started crying, I started crying and we were a big cry fest. Ugh, I just want to freaking adopt him just to make his life better. He deserves it more than anyone I know. You know the only thing in the world he wants? Not a cell phone or the Wii like selfish little me, no, he wants to have fun and be a kid. That's what I want more then anything now, for him to just have fun.
Then Jorge tried to kill me with a lightsaber, so me and Mark tagteamed aganst him and Alex. They kicked our butts, mostly because Mark sucks.
Then Alex somehow got into the wepons closet.
So we graduated to these two awesome REAL swords. High School kids + heavy metal swords = maybe not a good idea, but SO FREAKING FUN. I fought EVERYONE and had a blast. Then me and Mark tryed to make a little routine with the swords. We tried to be all dramatic and cool, then struck a pose. After holding it for a few seconds, we put the swords down and start talking about our day, which always makes everyone laugh. Then we jump back into the fight. At one point, Mark shouts "OMG UFO!" so I have to turn around and he steals my swords and tryes to cut my head off. I punch him in da balls and win. A++++
He wished me merry christmas, and I invited him to my house after christmas for Me and Mikey's Wii Party 'O Fun. I hope he can go.
If you want to get me anything for Christmas, just pray for Mark. He deserves a better life, and I want to give it to him. |
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| Holiday funtime |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|10:57 am] |
Had an awesome "Holiday" party at the black box yesterday. Had tons of fun. Mikey gave me my present, and it was this cute music box with these four kids doing a pagan ritual around a snowman, trying to make him melt through pure will power (actualy, they were just dancing around it, but pagan ritual sounds cooler).
Then we did white elephant gift thing. We had to bring something very stupid and crazy, so I brought this framed pokemon picture I found in my dad's closet, and some weird looking fruit. Stephen (President of all things theatre, and a senior)'s girlfriend got it, and was very dissapointed. Yay. So, it was my turn and I stole those poper things from Alex's brother. Had them for a while, and they got stolen. So I stole this grenade from some other kid. That also got stolen. So then I stole this awesome electronic lightsabor that I actualy wanted for christmas, and that was taken in no seconds flat.
And I got stuck with this rubber chicken that lays eggs when you squeaze it. Not yay.
Later, me and Mikey were bored so we shoved cupcakes in each other's faces. Stephen made fun of us, so we got the bright idea to shove one in his face. Twas funny, but he said now he's gonna get us back somehow. Just great. *Hides in fear*
All night people were talking about me and Mikey. Everyone wants us to go out. In fact, I want us to go out. But Mikey said we are too good of friends and doesn't want us to get mad at each other and break up all dramatic. Plus, I still like Mark and he still likes Gloria. Ughgh.
Mal called because she couldn't go to the party. She wanted me to ask Alex if Gabe likes her. We were in the middle of the gift exchange and Gabe was sitting right next to me, so I just through the phone to him. Later I asked Alex, and he said no. We somehow got on the topic of the MarkxMe relationship, and he asked why I still went after him, even when he straight up told me he didn't like me. I didn't have an answer.
They had a concert for us, and THEY ROCK AT SINGING. I am in love with Stephen's voice. For reals
I've been feeling sort of left out lately. It seems like all the freshman have some older people that are good friends with them in theare, but me. Sarah has Andrew, Mal has all of the Tech people, Will has everyone, and Mikey now has Stephen and Paul. But who do I have? Mark, but who else? I am always the girl with Mikey, we are always invisable without the other. It's fun, but when does is become destructive of our identies?
Sorry if I bored you with the tiny detales of my life. I think this blog is more of a journal for me that some people happen to comment on once and a while. |
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| Ulser waiting to happen... |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|08:33 pm] |
I wish I could stop time.
That is all I want for christmas (and my wii...).
Finals tomorrow.
I've never had a final before. I have also never studied for a test in my life. I can't focus that long and find that I am blessed with the ability to remember all the things the teacher says in class. But now the teachers only teach half of what the test is over so we actualy have to read the book. That blows. And last week I had 5 projects to do, all due this week.
And Mark got kicked off of Improv. For something stupid and out of his control. |
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| Stuffs |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
Only went to first and part of second period today. Got pulled out right when I was going to preform in theatre. My parents picked me up to go to the funural.
I didn't cry when I saw her. She looked peaceful for the first time in a long time. But I did start crying when I saw my mom and grandma start to cry. Some drama happend, and I saw my grandma get mad for the first time.
I was sick all day.
And TMBG podcasts have some sort of healing property. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2006|12:02 am] |
Just got back from the rosery.
I feel bad that I don't feel bad. To tell you the truth, she seems more alive now then I ever knew her. She had alzimers for as long as I can thing of, and was in a nursing home for a long time. She was always distant, and never remembered anything. She would wake up scared at night because she didn't know where she was.
She couldn't remember who Jesus is.
But now she is with him, and let me tell you, when she was right of mind she was crazy about Jesus.
I bet she is making him tortillas right now... |
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| Because my life can't be happy. |
[Dec. 3rd, 2006|01:22 pm] |
My great grandma died.
We saw her a day before she died, and it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I was in the black box afterschool hanging out with Mark Mikey and Mal before Mark's show, when my dad called. He said he was outside in his truck and going to drive me to see My Greatgrandma. Right then, I knew something was wrong. We never visit her unless it's her birthday or something was wrong. It turned out to be the later, so I reluctintly climbed into the truck, and more likely then not going to miss the show. I felt bad that I had more emotion about missing that then my grandma's health, but that changed when I saw her. She looked awful. She was breathing hard and shaking. My whole family was in that tiny room, crying and trying to hide it when me or my sister came by. My little sister is young, so she was just crying all over the place. But I only cryed once, and it was on the phone with Mikey from the hospital.
My parents did let me go to the show, and Mikey and Mark were hugging me a ton and telling me it was going to be ok. I had to suck it up because I didn't want Mark to mess up or anything because he was worried about me. The show was the funniest thing in the world. Mark had to kiss a guy for about 2 minuts and was gay for most of the show. I just died laughing at everything, and felt better.
Before the show, Mark asked to borrow my phone, so I gave it to him. He kept it during the show, and afterwards when I went up to tell him congrats, he looked rushed and said he didn't know where it was. I turned to say something, and he was gone. He left with my phone. I got in sooooo much trouble at home for not having it and promised to get it from him tomorrow. He didn't come the next day, which was Friday. I was vera vera mad that day, but when I got home my dad said he called to say he had it and it was all his falt. That eased the anger a bit. But we were setting up for a party that we were throwing the next day at our house, and I lost sight of my dog and plastic, $120 renatior, and the two met. Met in that my dog ate it. So now I'm back in trouble. |
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